Insomnia...

I've been off work now since Monday.

I go through a few hours of calm, positive energy and then a few hours of absolute crippling fear and anxiety. Sleeping a lot seems to help, and playing with the cats. Going outside for a few hours is helping too.

I have to go and see the Occupational Therapist tomorrow, which should be massive joy. Ah well.

I did hear today that certain collegues of mine are pissed off that I'm off work and it's even been said that I'm on holiday. What a load of old bollocks.

HOWEVER.

A nice weekend with friends awaits me and this will be lovely.